I PRAY…

There are things that can’t be explained. It’s usually those really important and impactful life situations that I just freeze. So this time, I turn to God. I light every incense, candle, sage, and surround myself with crystals all to support me for the moment when I let go and let God. This letting goContinue reading “I PRAY…”

Today…Tomorrow… & Hopefully the Next…

Always in the background, Familiar presence covers me. The unknown is what we have found. It is love that set us free! In normalcy we would drown, Individualism…we agree. It is in the division that we frown. It is through God’s eyes that we see, May our future be sound. P.S. Be willing to receiveContinue reading “Today…Tomorrow… & Hopefully the Next…”

Tides-

A part of me is sad, This place seems so empty and bare. My spirit should be glad, I am positive I left us behind, here, somewhere… There are paths that we travel alone. Growth stems from the pain, I couldn’t accept being something you control. Retro…the good time still remains. You helped me spreadContinue reading “Tides-“

The King & Queen – A Pair, but not a match.

We steady open and close doors looking for equality. The cards we are dealt do not align with the expected aftermath. A King & Queen seem to be a pair, but are yet the opposites of one another. They are not a perfect match. The both remain very different in their solitary ways. I ponderContinue reading “The King & Queen – A Pair, but not a match.”

Is this Nature, God, or Man?

What is happening? 🤔 Is Mother Nature striking back? Is Jesus coming? Are we being affected by 5G? Mother Nature: 🌎🌪🔥⛈🌊 Our planet is slowly, fading from the oil spills, concrete jungles, & pollution. The next shopping mart, factory, or chemical spill could be the last straw. However, if you are unable to leave aContinue reading “Is this Nature, God, or Man?”

✌🏼May I Come in Peace?✌🏼

Love sings the song of the heart! Our hugs feel like shelter… This has been hell from the start! It’s been a while since this girl has looked at the cards life has dealt her… The hopefulness lingers. She just want to feel safe! Her strength is victorious, even against what Karma brings her. MayContinue reading “✌🏼May I Come in Peace?✌🏼”

One Hand on Another

You’re tired; I’m worn-out… You’re grumpy; I’m cranky…You’re pushing me away; I’m staying to myself. At least we have something in common…

🎭Just me, I guess…🎭

I am a peacemaker, but my emotions are rather extreme. I think in an artistic way, but express myself in a passive way. In love, I seek excitement. I take on the role of the comedian. Sincerely, Honesty… 💌

People Panic…Do you?

I first would like to apologize if you disagree. Secondly, many are out there making rash decisions. When your out of your routine things can get a little ichy. So I ask you which one are you? And why? – The consumer – The rebel – The conspiracy theorist – The spiritual guide I’ll tellContinue reading “People Panic…Do you?”

💚Habitual Love💚

The comfort that lingers is thick… I want to run at the first sign of it! Every time I almost break free… I can feel you inside of me. Just pull me closer… On second thought, let me off this roller coster. You are my Polaroid… An instant fix for this void.

Real Release

It’s a shame; You behave… I should stop going to your place! You always lie.. Go get high. You said you’ve seen me with that guy… oh, oh, oh yeah.. Hang on don’t go – We both know.. We can stoop excessively, low. 0h…oh…oh…oh It’s a shame… I hate these games! Do you even rememberContinue reading “Real Release”

Just another Layer of the Sun…

Dear helping hand, Get it out of me…hurry! Even the lines are all getting blurry. I don’t know why it’s tearing apart my body. I’m confused at this path you pave me You feel like concrete darling, Am I being punished or saved? Yours Truly, Desperate Despair

The Lingering Catalyst

I can feel myself deteriorate; I fell so toxic. We made what we could make… I should have used logic! There’s a tiny lump inside me; I can feel the scabs flake away. The pain I can feel on my knees, Desperately, I pray. Just when you think the chapter gets better, The pages haveContinue reading “The Lingering Catalyst”

Deep Down

The silence is frightening; I am forced to deal. You have a grip on my breathing that seems to be tightening; I HATE to feel. The sadness I cannot bare, For I wrestle with fate. The only reflection is my empty, stare. My stomach turns at the thought of being late. Parts of me beginContinue reading “Deep Down”

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Coming back to life, OUCH!

I know you hate to lose, You’re probably wishing it was you; that I would choose. But I am tired of being your muse. Can’t you find someone else to use? I might cave. But once I get home, I won’t want to stay I feel at peace when I am away It is meContinue reading “Coming back to life, OUCH!”

I Can Feel You

It all began with a lump in the throat forged by abandonment; Quickly, followed by the uncertainty of the future. No choice was given except clinging tightly the the one thing left, even if it was not reciprocated. Whether the situation involved being taken or running away, the only feeling left was hollow resentment. TraumaContinue reading “I Can Feel You”

I choose you too!

You choose me when I’m insecure, Even when my speech is all blurred. Or when my judgement maybe curved. You choose me when I wouldn’t Although, you probably shouldn’t Thank for doing it when I couldn’t You choose me when I over think, Even when depression is on the brink, In all of my plansContinue reading “I choose you too!”

A Stillness Wonder…

You don’t reach out although smothered by hands. Admitting to the fear, Is that of moral stance. It is too toxic for you to remain near. I crumple our compassion and hand it over, Love in your heart has left. You can not win at life by simply using a clover, It hurt me toContinue reading “A Stillness Wonder…”

Conundrum #77,777

So is this whole being in the same place that you have before where you make different results? I don’t know if this is my meaning here or maybe my exit. I’m either here to always chose love and light no matter the situation or I’m a dumbass that’s simply insane. I am open forContinue reading “Conundrum #77,777”

Particular Ponderings

I find myself in the same repetitive cycle. Once again, the feeling of familiarity arises during the battle of hearts. I’m choosing a different path than the many I have previously walked. I can feel wishful thinking wiggling it’s eager way to the forefront of the future. However, to walk this particular path, I mustContinue reading “Particular Ponderings”

Am I Found?

Just like that… I’m back, I’m in the purple of the flame; The all that’s not to blame. You might have felt as though, you gave me the fame… The safe part is behind that plaster you value; you still look lame. Ha, Ha! If only you could feel it, The righteousness of my kiss.Continue reading “Am I Found?”

“(D)on’t (B)reak, (K)id”

To my sweet, rosy-cheeked, little mischief-maker, I am writing this as your mother, although, you refer to me as Wonder Woman, I am human. It will be years before you read this and I may change it a million times, but there are a few things in this world I can protect you from. IfContinue reading ““(D)on’t (B)reak, (K)id””

Let it be you!

Why does it feel so wrong to chose myself? I’ve been here too many times to count. A whirl wind romance on the fritz staggering between falling apart or becoming toxic. I’m not a victim. I know my faults, flaws, and wrong doings. I know I continue the vicious cycle, I cringe at the firstContinue reading “Let it be you!”

🌜Love thyself to the Moon and Back🌜

You are that of a divine creation, Do NOT live within the dictation. They have created a dependent civilization; This way of life disturbs the essential vibration. Emotions are tossed and turned in the gravitation, For we yearn for the shifts of  lunation. Throughout the majestic rotation, Societal life fills the soul with vexation. Awaken Continue reading “🌜Love thyself to the Moon and Back🌜”

(/)Drugs(/)

Oh, how I hate what you have taken, Leaving behind the  lifeless. Strength is forsaken, For the pain caused seems to be silenced.   I want you to stop, now! You have taken the one’s with bright smiles. My family and friends are mine, for you I will not endow. Faith and strength is neededContinue reading “(/)Drugs(/)”

Dear Single Mom:

It’s okay to love again. Or is it? There is nothing more terrifying than dating as a single mother. Will they be okay with kids? Will my child like them? When should I introduce them? Will he be a good role model? There are so many questions that come to mind it makes you wantContinue reading “Dear Single Mom:”

Stuck in the Glow

As a firefly on a hot summer night, I am a light and dance in the darkness. My soul is consumed in joy and sharpness. While my mind is blending in with the background. Whether I am illuminating the brilliance of a long lost traveler or patiently walking behind the unrighteous, yet here I remain.Continue reading “Stuck in the Glow”

Dear Silence,

  Apollo was considered the God of sun, music, light, & Prophecy… I will learn how to enjoy you, I will figure out what your about, I used to long for the quiet, just a moment to check my mood. Though, I didn’t want to go this route…   I always knew you could. SoContinue reading “Dear Silence,”

Tomorrow I will be Better.

Just when I think I knew what love was… I wonder how many times I will say that in life. I gave so much of myself to us. I don’t know who I am. I am fearful and in times of fear I seek comfort. You were my comfort. So, now I seek nothing. ThatContinue reading “Tomorrow I will be Better.”

-The Time is…NOW-

Society’s demands mask the true meaning of life. Is it the successful or the homeless that have the right idea? Spirituality is at it’s highest peak in countries that live from the land. How can generations beyond us see this? If we and our children are living in an electronic world, how will we instillContinue reading “-The Time is…NOW-“