A Parallel Pair

In this wild world; let’s give it a whirl. It’s time to have faith! Come on and follow my pace. Your ways make my soul unfurl. In hindsight, we had a Pearl! It is with you I am safe, And that is a feeling I can’t seem to replace. May our Yin and Yang stillContinue reading “A Parallel Pair”

I PRAY…

There are things that can’t be explained. It’s usually those really important and impactful life situations that I just freeze. So this time, I turn to God. I light every incense, candle, sage, and surround myself with crystals all to support me for the moment when I let go and let God. This letting goContinue reading “I PRAY…”

Today…Tomorrow… & Hopefully the Next…

Always in the background, Familiar presence covers me. The unknown is what we have found. It is love that set us free! In normalcy we would drown, Individualism…we agree. It is in the division that we frown. It is through God’s eyes that we see, May our future be sound. P.S. Be willing to receiveContinue reading “Today…Tomorrow… & Hopefully the Next…”

Tides-

A part of me is sad, This place seems so empty and bare. My spirit should be glad, I am positive I left us behind, here, somewhere… There are paths that we travel alone. Growth stems from the pain, I couldn’t accept being something you control. Retro…the good time still remains. You helped me spreadContinue reading “Tides-“

The King & Queen – A Pair, but not a match.

We steady open and close doors looking for equality. The cards we are dealt do not align with the expected aftermath. A King & Queen seem to be a pair, but are yet the opposites of one another. They are not a perfect match. The both remain very different in their solitary ways. I ponderContinue reading “The King & Queen – A Pair, but not a match.”

Is this Nature, God, or Man?

What is happening? 🤔 Is Mother Nature striking back? Is Jesus coming? Are we being affected by 5G? Mother Nature: 🌎🌪🔥⛈🌊 Our planet is slowly, fading from the oil spills, concrete jungles, & pollution. The next shopping mart, factory, or chemical spill could be the last straw. However, if you are unable to leave aContinue reading “Is this Nature, God, or Man?”

✌🏼May I Come in Peace?✌🏼

Love sings the song of the heart! Our hugs feel like shelter… This has been hell from the start! It’s been a while since this girl has looked at the cards life has dealt her… The hopefulness lingers. She just want to feel safe! Her strength is victorious, even against what Karma brings her. MayContinue reading “✌🏼May I Come in Peace?✌🏼”

One Hand on Another

You’re tired; I’m worn-out… You’re grumpy; I’m cranky…You’re pushing me away; I’m staying to myself. At least we have something in common…

🎭Just me, I guess…🎭

I am a peacemaker, but my emotions are rather extreme. I think in an artistic way, but express myself in a passive way. In love, I seek excitement. I take on the role of the comedian. Sincerely, Honesty… 💌

People Panic…Do you?

I first would like to apologize if you disagree. Secondly, many are out there making rash decisions. When your out of your routine things can get a little ichy. So I ask you which one are you? And why? – The consumer – The rebel – The conspiracy theorist – The spiritual guide I’ll tellContinue reading “People Panic…Do you?”

💚Habitual Love💚

The comfort that lingers is thick… I want to run at the first sign of it! Every time I almost break free… I can feel you inside of me. Just pull me closer… On second thought, let me off this roller coster. You are my Polaroid… An instant fix for this void.

Real Release

It’s a shame; You behave… I should stop going to your place! You always lie.. Go get high. You said you’ve seen me with that guy… oh, oh, oh yeah.. Hang on don’t go – We both know.. We can stoop excessively, low. 0h…oh…oh…oh It’s a shame… I hate these games! Do you even rememberContinue reading “Real Release”

Just another Layer of the Sun…

Dear helping hand, Get it out of me…hurry! Even the lines are all getting blurry. I don’t know why it’s tearing apart my body. I’m confused at this path you pave me You feel like concrete darling, Am I being punished or saved? Yours Truly, Desperate Despair

The Lingering Catalyst

I can feel myself deteriorate; I fell so toxic. We made what we could make… I should have used logic! There’s a tiny lump inside me; I can feel the scabs flake away. The pain I can feel on my knees, Desperately, I pray. Just when you think the chapter gets better, The pages haveContinue reading “The Lingering Catalyst”

Deep Down

The silence is frightening; I am forced to deal. You have a grip on my breathing that seems to be tightening; I HATE to feel. The sadness I cannot bare, For I wrestle with fate. The only reflection is my empty, stare. My stomach turns at the thought of being late. Parts of me beginContinue reading “Deep Down”

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Coming back to life, OUCH!

I know you hate to lose, You’re probably wishing it was you; that I would choose. But I am tired of being your muse. Can’t you find someone else to use? I might cave. But once I get home, I won’t want to stay I feel at peace when I am away It is meContinue reading “Coming back to life, OUCH!”

I Can Feel You

It all began with a lump in the throat forged by abandonment; Quickly, followed by the uncertainty of the future. No choice was given except clinging tightly the the one thing left, even if it was not reciprocated. Whether the situation involved being taken or running away, the only feeling left was hollow resentment. TraumaContinue reading “I Can Feel You”

I choose you too!

You choose me when I’m insecure, Even when my speech is all blurred. Or when my judgement maybe curved. You choose me when I wouldn’t Although, you probably shouldn’t Thank for doing it when I couldn’t You choose me when I over think, Even when depression is on the brink, In all of my plansContinue reading “I choose you too!”

A Stillness Wonder…

You don’t reach out although smothered by hands. Admitting to the fear, Is that of moral stance. It is too toxic for you to remain near. I crumple our compassion and hand it over, Love in your heart has left. You can not win at life by simply using a clover, It hurt me toContinue reading “A Stillness Wonder…”

Conundrum #77,777

So is this whole being in the same place that you have before where you make different results? I don’t know if this is my meaning here or maybe my exit. I’m either here to always chose love and light no matter the situation or I’m a dumbass that’s simply insane. I am open forContinue reading “Conundrum #77,777”

Particular Ponderings

I find myself in the same repetitive cycle. Once again, the feeling of familiarity arises during the battle of hearts. I’m choosing a different path than the many I have previously walked. I can feel wishful thinking wiggling it’s eager way to the forefront of the future. However, to walk this particular path, I mustContinue reading “Particular Ponderings”

Am I Found?

Just like that… I’m back, I’m in the purple of the flame; The all that’s not to blame. You might have felt as though, you gave me the fame… The safe part is behind that plaster you value; you still look lame. Ha, Ha! If only you could feel it, The righteousness of my kiss.Continue reading “Am I Found?”

-Worn & Wrinkly

I can feel myself ripping at the seams, Begging to walk about noticeably, frayed. The truth is devastating. I do not want to see, but I long for illusion. After all, the destination remains the same, but only one comes with a smile. It maybe temporary bliss, but I remain faithful to hope. -KBJ

Do you really know God?

“God is spirit, and those who worship him must worship in spirit and truth.” John 4:24 ESV God is spirit, but who is spirit? Or what is spirit? As defined by, Oxford Dictionary: [ Spirit: Noun; the nonphysical part of a person that is the seat of emotions and          character; theContinue reading “Do you really know God?”

Take my Advice

“People are rarely who they claim to be; but perhaps it is who they wish to become?”-KBJ

I Tame your Fire, as I am, the Fuel.

You grab a hold of all my static and place all my particles perfectly where they are preordained. The way you budge piques my interest. You stimulate me in way that evokes emotion. I am not biased. Just when I feel myself begin to lose control, your touch grounds me. As a fire burns brightContinue reading “I Tame your Fire, as I am, the Fuel.”

Love me one day, just don’t make it today…

As a present day drifter:  I am somewhat shattered and have taped myself back together by  risky decisions and  aspirations. The trickery of habitual roads has led me astray. My self discovery expedition has become pandemonium. My soul is full and drifting about in the energy of others, as a ship wreck full of diamonds,Continue reading “Love me one day, just don’t make it today…”

The Courtesy of Chaos

It is true that we live in the same situations until rise above them? It’s an internal hell of insanity. The soul yearns to be loved to a degree the fondness is manifested out feeble intentions. It’s something that happens at full tilt. It’s joyous and overly appropriate. A fondness developed by emotion without definitionContinue reading “The Courtesy of Chaos”

Mr. Unannounced

Well, hello, Mr. Unexpected… Who are you and who sent you to open this door that I have yet to acknowledge? It is the unforeseen circumstances that our energy has danced in unison. The perfect brokenness inside of one another fitting together like puzzles pieces. It is the nervous feeling within that suggests we mayContinue reading “Mr. Unannounced”

And I Thought it was me, saving you…

All this time I thought it was me; saving you. Although, I can’t quite figure out the place I am in now, I know there’s something to come of this. It feels like a wildfire ready to burn bright. There’s just not too many ashes for it to ignite. I never realizes how safe youContinue reading “And I Thought it was me, saving you…”

This is why, writer’s & musicians can’t be together…

“They both want to change the world. One with more force than the other…” -KBJ

Tomorrow I will be Better.

Just when I think I knew what love was… I wonder how many times I will say that in life. I gave so much of myself to us. I don’t know who I am. I am fearful and in times of fear I seek comfort. You were my comfort. So, now I seek nothing. ThatContinue reading “Tomorrow I will be Better.”

Dear, Beautiful Woman…

When the hurt never ceases, Do not live in shame. You are HIS masterpiece, So rejoice in loves’ flame. If you get the feeling of guilt, Do not follow the Trail of Tears. Pain can be comfortably rebuilt, Instant aid only enables our fears. Let your soul be the gladiator! The internal battle you willContinue reading “Dear, Beautiful Woman…”

Edgy Ego’s

Your narcissistic ways, Crash into me like waves. Insanity created a maze, Trapped in a manifesting daze. You make it hard I don’t want you to stay. You make it hard. It doesn’t have to be that way. You make it hard. It will haunt you someday. A tightness grows inside, Not in you, butContinue reading “Edgy Ego’s”

Dancing with Fire

I want so badly for you to understand; You are the warrior kind of man. I will always be your fan. Confide in me, I promise that you can. It is imperative I tell you my secret. It’s similar to Cleopatra in Egypt. It becoming more and more frequent. I can help that love isContinue reading “Dancing with Fire”