Some Pain you Cannot Numb

The want for “normalcy” pounds from inside my chest.

I give you my best.

Once again I am offered less.

If I give my all, how can you let me down like the rest.

I have felt like a Queen with you.

I replay all the memories, not just a few.

What am I supposed to do?

Every other week you say we’re through.

Love or let die?

Atleast you got one thing right.

In all this darkness, you know how to be a light.

I wanted you to prove me wrong, I’m not gonna lie.

What’s done is done.

I just always wanted you to be the one.

Smile and have fun.

I’ll be fine, I have my son.