It may have taken me a nervous breakdown and an sobering amount of self-pity, but I figured it out without explanation. Instead of destroying it; you wanted to preserve the link. It was impossible for me to heed, coming from a series of conditional relationships. I’m not sure if it was the anxiety or pride that made it difficult to interpret the language you spoke, but it was in my grace that it was not ignored. Although, I think it would have been one of those too good to be true situations: Neither of us were comfortable with unconditional love. I knew how to give, but not receive and you… the opposite. We were counterparts, never noticing that together we we became whole; a metamorphic life lesson neither of us were yet deserving of. It was not in my journey of unity with the universe, but in my exploration of self that I found conviction.
-KBJ
So the lesson youl learned from that relationship was that you are most suitable to always give, but never recieve?
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The lesson learned is that you must love yourself before you can love another. It was in finding myself that I found understanding.
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So in the experience you described in the blog post, you were wrong in always giving in, without receiving much?
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Wrong is not the word I would use, but I would say I was still incomplete because I was only comfortable giving unconditional love, but rarely did I accept it in return…
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I feel like curious George asking you those silly questions 🙂 hope you are having fun these holidays with your loved ones.
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I have a tendency to write with suggestion rather than clarity.
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Same to you and yours!
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🤗 thank you for being such a supporter of my random thoughts and rants. I am glad I can get your wheels turning. It’s always a compliment to be intriguing.
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Just review this on here; https://aatayyab.wordpress.com/2018/12/28/prose-review-i-dont-blame-ya/
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I have! Well said. Thank you for the feedback!
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You are welcome. Keep on writing more about your true love. I enjoy reading it. Thank you for sharing this precious feeling with all of us.
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Not all need to be spelled out. And yet there is a lot to be inferred from your writing, that’s why it makes it effective.
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Thank you!
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Your journey is helping people
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Thank you for letting me know this! I was in the shower this morning, where all epiphanies take place, and considered ending my blog career and just writing for personal use. I was indecisive on it, but your comment confirms that I can help others through my own experience. If I can leave this world making a difference I feel that I have truly lived. So it seems your journey is helping others also. 😉
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Wonderful news!
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